Two Sides of The Wolf

So the last post talked about the word picked in English class, Lone Wolf, a partial persona of mine. How I have the preference to be by myself. Seems to me that this persona seems to exhibit its two side itself. Divided into two, I named them The White Wolf and the Black Wolf. These two are based on how I "accept" or react to self-dependence

The White Wolf exhibits regret of loneliness. This half kicks in during 'bouts of jealousy when he see close friends hang out with each other. There are times when he feels lonely inside, when he see people hanging out. Regressing into a state of deep thought, wondering what he should do to be noticed.


The Black Wolf is more resilient, more accepting of his being. He doesn't care if he has to something by himself, believing that he'll get it over. His mind says that he can do it himself, without the need of help of others. His way of thinking, however, can bring him down in his performance in everyday activities.


These two halves contest each other within me, mostly leaning towards the Black Wolf. Ultimately, both are affected by my interpersonal relationships and how I take them.