Am I Ready For Christmas?

In two weeks time, comes the ever so anticipated holiday of gift-giving and merry-making. A time where we give gifts, exchange cards, and to the excited ones, light up the fireworks. But recently, school has been doling out it's presents early, and mostly in the form of long tests and essays galore.
All these "blessings" have been taking a toll on my mind, and ruining my day
So begs the question, Am I ready for Christmas?

Red Eye

Sem break is over, and now is the time to get back once more to class to... learn(?)

Waking Up on a Weekday

It's a Wednesday morning, halfway through sem break. Time as usual goes about it its eerily accelerated pace. 

Two Sides of The Wolf

So the last post talked about the word picked in English class, Lone Wolf, a partial persona of mine. How I have the preference to be by myself. Seems to me that this persona seems to exhibit its two side itself. Divided into two, I named them The White Wolf and the Black Wolf. These two are based on how I "accept" or react to self-dependence

The White Wolf exhibits regret of loneliness. This half kicks in during 'bouts of jealousy when he see close friends hang out with each other. There are times when he feels lonely inside, when he see people hanging out. Regressing into a state of deep thought, wondering what he should do to be noticed.


The Black Wolf is more resilient, more accepting of his being. He doesn't care if he has to something by himself, believing that he'll get it over. His mind says that he can do it himself, without the need of help of others. His way of thinking, however, can bring him down in his performance in everyday activities.


These two halves contest each other within me, mostly leaning towards the Black Wolf. Ultimately, both are affected by my interpersonal relationships and how I take them.